MIYUSIK.

Sabi ko ayoko ng kumanta. Sabi ko di ko na feel yun. Wala ng... SPARK. Pero hindi talaga siya umaalis sakin e. Lagi lang siyang andyan at narealize ko, I really wanna sing. Kahit saan. Kahit kailan. Lalo na kapag may magandang kanta, ansarap gumawa ng sarili mong version. ;)

MUSIC. One of the things that I can't live without. I like and I listen to all kinds of genres except Metal and Heavy Metal. It varies and it depends on my mood but the main kind or type of music i listen to is rock. Alternative/rock or pop/rock or slow/rock or whatever rock it is. Especially band songs. I'm not really into solo artist. I don't usually listen to Celine Dion type or Whitney Houston.

Paramore. Skillet. All time low. Versaemerge. Evanescence. We the Kings. Mayday Parade. Fall Out Boy. Linkin Park. Meg and Dia. The Maine. Simple Plan. Avastera. The Script. Eminem. A Rocket To The Moon. Maroon 5. He is We. Usher. Ashes Remain. Avril Lavigne. Train. Boys Like Girls. Breaking Benjamin. Bruno Mars. Casting Crowns. Chris Brown. Neyo. Yeng Constantino. Parokya ni Edgar. Kamikazee. Gloc 9. Jason Mraz. John Mayer. Rihanna. Sara Bareilles and etc..

I play guitar pero di bongga. Drums? Pangarap ko :))))) Sobrang pangarap ko. Piano, ok lang. Di rin ako marunong pero may kabisado ako. Hahaha. Gusto ko ngang magkamusic room e. Kaso uso sa horror ang music room e (or feeling ko lang). Nakakainis at nakakalungkot nga dahil di ako pwedeng magearphones or headphone dahil may something ako sa tenga. Pag kumanta, minsan sumasakit din. Pero it should not be a hindrance!

Sabi ko ayoko ng kumanta. Sabi ko di ko na feel yun. Wala ng... SPARK. Pero hindi talaga siya umaalis sakin e. Lagi lang siyang andyan at narealize ko, I really wanna sing. Kahit saan. Kahit kailan. Lalo na kapag may magandang kanta, ansarap gumawa ng sarili mong version. ;)

Blessing to sakin e and i really thank God for it. Kaya dapat tong ishare at maging blessing sa iba. <3

Thoughts would never leave me..

Staying up late feels good.

Lahat tulog na. The night is very peaceful. Everything seems to be in place. Mas gumagana utak ko, lalo na pag mga 3 or 4 ng umaga. But i'm also a scaredy cat. Buti na lang may net. I can't live without an internet connection. GUSTO KO KASING DUMALDAL kaso wala naman akong kadaldalan.

Facebook, tumblr, browse, check, surf, comment, like, blog, reblog, copy, paste, queue, review, search, watch, amaze, inspire, judge, type, add, text, capture, play, pause, stop, rewind, next, preview, previous...

I can't sleep. I wanna go somewhere. I wanna visit someone, everyone, anyone.. I wanna dance. I wanna talk. I wanna sing. I wanna do everything.. I don't wanna sleep.

Ang pagmamahal ng ipis sa isang paru-paro.

So it's been 5 days since sembreak. Not sure if 5 days. Mahirap kasi pag walang pasok, di mo alam ang date. Kahit nga may pasok di ko pa din alam ang date e. NVMND. Isa pa, nakakatamad ding maligo ng maaga. Late ako natutulog tas maaga nagigising. Stress break ata to e. Hahaha.

Anyway, i'm bored, kasi walang pera. I can't go anywhere. :(( I've made a tumblr account ulet. Nafeel ko lang ulet magganun after a very long time. http://ijustrockdude.tumblr.com/

Alam mo, gusto kong dumaldal ngayon. Mag swimming. Mag swimming. Mag swimming. Mag swimming. Kaso kelangan ng ticket. E magpapabili pa lang ako.. Bakit? Bakit kelangan kong magdusa ng ganito?! Charot lang.

EI. Nabawasan pala ang pagkamoody ko ngayon. Galeng no. Alam mo ba.. na wala akong maisip. Sabaw ako ngayon. Gusto ko lang magtype at ipopost ko to kahit nonsense. NAIINIS PALA KO nakalimutan ko. HAHAHAHAH MUNTANGA NAKALIMUTAN. Eniweys. Nakakainis yung FEU Website kasi ayaw magbukas. :( Pero actually, di naman ako naiinis e kasi di naman pala ko atat makita yung grades ko. :)

^ang moody ng sinulat ko. Hahahaha

Sakit na ng mata ko. :(
Magbabadminton na lang ako? Or volleyball? E wala naman akong kalaro.. THEY ARE ALL BUSY!!
THE HECK I'LL PLAY BY MYSELF!

Umm.. gusto kong manuod ng horror sa sine. Hihihi :>

Gusto kong magzipline. Gusto kong lumangoy. Gusto kong umakyat ng bundok. Gusto ko magskateboard, gusto kong mag car racing..

I WANNA INHALE FRESH AIR tapos madamo at mapuno ang kapaligiran ko, tapos blue sky, tapos nakadress ako, tapos malakas ang hangin, hinawakan ko tuloy ang dress ko, tapos may nagpicture bigla, ipopost daw sa tumblr at lalagyan ng text. Hahahahahahahahaha.

Thankyou.


Ang pagmamahal ng ipis sa isang paru-paro.

Sorry sabaw.

'Cause i'm a sagittarian :)

Sagittarius Personality Profile

Light hearted Sagittarius is the happy optimist of the zodiac. Fun loving, and always high-spirited, Sagittarians add a wonderful dose of positive energy to any environment. For those born under the astrological sign of Sagittarius the glass is eternally half full. Saggitarians tend to be very attentive to the needs of others, and are very "tuned in" to what others are thinking. Their natural powers of perception, combined with their uplifting energy make them excellent conversationalists. Often gifted with an amazing sense of humor, Sagittarius can make almost anyone smile.

Sagittarians are extremely tactful and diplomatic for the most part -- although they are not afraid of bending the rules if it will make everyone happy. They are honest and respectful, but occasionally lose their temper if treated unfairly.

If Sagittarians experience moodiness or depression, they may hide this side of themselves from the rest of the world. While others see a light-hearted, happy side some Sagittarians always determined to at least "look happy" may conceal their moodiness, hiding it from others.

Sagittarians are always on the go. They love travel and prefer new things over esttablished patterns.

Sagittarius at Work:

In the workplace, Sagittarius is always well liked. In highly stressful and demanding work environments Sagittarians often provide a much-needed sense of stability. Their very presence can take an otherwise difficult interpersonal situation, and make it tolerable and even pleasant.

Sagittarians are very rule-minded people, and don't like to see others taking unfair advantage of a situation. They typically come to the aid of others, and are always able to find a positive solution in the most trying times. If you're in a tight spot, you'll always want a Sagittarian on your side. Hard working and always quick thinking, they always land on their feet.

Sagittarius in Love:

Extremely giving and honest, Sagittarians seek partners who they can trust implicitly. They seek soulmates with whom they can travel, explore new ideas and laugh. To Sagittarius, laughter is the root of all things.  (so true) No problem or situation is too serious for laughter -- and through laughter one can get through anything.

Sagittarians are very passionate, but often seek a light-hearted relationship for long periods before revealing their deeper, soulful side.

(http://www.ifate.com/astrology_signs_sagittarius.html)

*TRUE STORY BRO!! Everything is perfectly true :))

Mahabahabang kwentuhan.

Akalain mo yun! Hahaha. It's been five months less.. Daming bago. DAMING GASTOS. Every week 1K ang baon ko tas nung medyo huling weeks naging One Five. Oh money!

DORM. Sikip ampotek! Kasi naman for four people lang yun e, e dahil sa ganid na mga tao, ginawang animan. Sikip tuloy. Di ka makagalaw. No place for your things. Dagdagan pa ng napakakalat na roommate mo. Di ka makastretch! It would be stupid to move. Yung banyo medyo laging sira. May araw ngang nabarahan ung dalawang cr e so we don't have any choice but to use other units' cr or sa office. Ang init pa pala! Takte, ung mga binayad ko sa kuryente, siguro mga kalahati lang ang nafeel ko dun. Gusto ko lumipat pero one year after pa :(( Tiis tiis? 

Mga karoom mate ko:

Kat Ladao - 1st yr. BS Pharmacy sa CEU. Payat, maputi, makulit.

Kei Ladao - yes. magkapatid sila. 3rd yr Medtech sa FEU. Maliit. Di mukhang 3rd yr. :) Di mukhang college? Haha. Makulit, cute.

Arvie - akala ko nung una RB yan. Haha. Taga Binangonan. Dapat magri-risci pero nag BCC na lang. May third eye. Tahimik. Hilig magbasa, textbook pa! Swimmer ng FEU. 1st year Psychology, siyempre sa piyu. Lilipat na ng dorm sa 2nd sem sa may Pureza pero one year ang contract niya sa dorm :(

Bernalyn Summer - Ganda ng name, Summer :) MAKALAT POTEK! Di nagpalit ng beddings for the whole 5 months. <evil laugh> 2nd yr sa CEU. Mass com ata?

Marielle Santiago - Ang kahawig ni Lara Quigaman (spell?) na nagaaral ng Architecture sa FEU. 1st yr. Madalas puyat dahil sa plates. RISCI CLASSMATE :)

May nanakawan ng laptops and phones samin so may CCTV na kami dun na mukhang sinauna sa laki and may picture (for ID ata). May log in and out na din. Dito pa din ako sa next sem at next yr ata. Easy access e. :)) May mcdo pa. ;)


FEU MT12122. KEVS LANG. (Kiber na pinalandi.) Ayokong isa-isahin classmates ko. Tamad..
May TAJAJAK. Bantot ng pangalan hayop. Kami yun. Tatjana, Andrew, Jenne, Arnel, Jhong, Angelica, Kris Andrea.. tapos pag kasama si Jerome at Wong, Insert Name Here. Dami no. Describe each? Okay..
                                       
                                            

Tatjana - I want apple green color. Ako yung nasa picture. Maganda, Cute, Sexy, Matalino, Singer, Dancer, Skateboarder, Racer, Swimmer.. Charaught lang.

Andrew - Orange kasi, wala lang. KPOP. Highschool schoolmate. Never naging classmate. ULTIMATE FOOD SOURCE. Matalino. Shy. Takot, lalo na umorder. Pag nagsalita, tatagos sayo kasi masakit kasi the truth hurts. Matalino, ulet.

Jenne - we both love apple green :> Maganda. Chix. Mukhang Japanese. Mukhang cosplayer. Always afraid to take risks. Nagmahal ng dalawang Ryan though for me ung pangalawa, more of infatuation lang. Always conscious, especially body conscious. Mabait. Dancer sa Piyu, dance company (Dcoy). Loves to Dougie.

Arnel - Gray kasi emo.. "Minsan kasi..." ang madrama niyang panimula. Seryoso. Pag nahigh, maingay. MONEY SOURCE. HAHA =) MUSICALLY INCLINED! Nakakainsecure. He can play guitar, drums, piano and a bit of violin. I bet he can also play flute. I think he can play everything. Loves Notch.

Jhong - favorite color niya kaya blue and yellow. Ang jeje ng color ng name. Pero ayaw niya sa jeje. Gwapo. Tall. Very Dark (ayon sa kanya). Handsome. Madaming may crush diyan. Walang pakialam. Laging late. Concern. Late ulet. Mukhang madaming girlfriend pero isa pa lang yan. Late ulet. Vain lalo na pag may salamin. Late. Milktea. Late ulet.

Angelica - pink kasi mahinhin. Gustong gustong uminom. May family problems. Mabait. May one sided relationship with Samonte. :) Tinuturuan kong magsmile na labas ang ngipin. :D Sabi ni Andeng, "Mahinhin on the outside, pokpok on the inside" Pero hindi naman literal yan. Hahaha

Kris Andrea - favorite color niya, purple. Galing UP Manila. Nag nursing dun. 3rd na, lumipat pa para mag medtech kasi she doesn't really want nursing in the first place, her parents does though. Irregular samin. Every wednesday and saturday lang namin nakakasama. KALOG. GC. Riyadh, Saudi Arabia is her province. Taray.. :)







*Next sem ulet! :) Sana makasabay ko sila. Hindi, DAPAT makasabay ko sila =D

I WILL BE STILL

I'm trying to be positive in every way. I'm trying to smile and laugh despite all the problems. I'm trying and striving hard to go on. I'm trying... hard, not to give up. But sometimes it's hard to hide all the feelings. I don't wanna cry 'cause i know ALL of these, will end but there are times that crying is the only way to wash away all the bad things, all the brokenness, and all the sacrifices that were wasted and led to nowhere.

"when the oceans rise and thunders roar.. i will soar with You above the storm.."

At times, i wanna escape and leave everything and just run and run and run and run...and run. But if i leave, the situation will always BE there. It'll never leave. It'll just haunt me and hurt me ALL the time.. and then i'll cry and cry again.. until i reach my weakness and i'll be forever broken.

I wanna be STILL. I really wanna be..

I'm crying right now..  but it's okay to cry, right? Or sob? Or maybe to shed a tear? I can't say this to anybody. I want to cause I want somebody to just maybe, understand me? To listen to me.. JUST LISTEN. That would be a big, great help. To just listen like I listen to them. Like I listen to those who need an ear. Like I listen to those who are alone. Like I listen to them... .......

I tend to hide my emotions inside until the time comes that i can't hold it any longer, until i'm so broken.. and then I cry my heart out on somewhere where people won't see me. Like right now..

"Father you are King over the flood.."

Know what I learn? That in this kind of situations, in this time of life, when you are in your weakness, when you are full of heartaches, when you are broken so much, when everything seems to NOT going your way, when everything seems so wrong, when everything seems so complicated, when everything you see hurts you, when the wheel of life turns and you're below it and it seems like you're stuck in it and it never turns again, when everyone shouts at you, when everything's at war, when you can't find peace, when life takes everything that's important to you, when you can't feel love, when no one listens to you... HE WILL. HE WILL.

"Find rest my soul. In Christ alone. Know His power.. in quietness and trust.."

I need a listener and He lend me His ear.
I need to cry and He wiped my tears.
I need a shoulder and He hugged me deeply.
I need a lover and He touched my heart.
I need Him, and He gave His all...

Now I need nothing, only Him and Him alone.

I WILL BE STILL I PROMISE. I'LL TRY HARDER I SWEAR. I'LL NEVER GIVE UP 'CAUSE HE NEVER GAVE UP ON ME. I'LL BE MYSELF AND BE A BLESSING TO OTHERS. I'LL LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND. I SHALL SMILE. I SHALL LAUGH. I SHALL LIVE THE TRUE MEANING OF LIFE WITHOUT REGRETS, WITHOUT HEARTACHES, WITHOUT TEARS OF SADNESS. . I SHALL LOVE...

"I will be still and know You are God... " 

Frustration.

Andame kong ganyan sa buhay. What if hindi ko ginawa to? What if nag-aral pa kong mabuti? Paano kung sumama ko? Paano kung um-oo ako? What if tinuloy ko? What if lumipat ako? Paano kung di ko na lang binili yun? Paano kung.. What if?? AAAAAAAAHH.

Yan ang panira sa buhay e. WHAT IF. It leads to frustration. "Sana pala ganto na lang.."
"What if tinuloy ko nga edi sana.."
Isa pa yang SANA na yan e. Nasa huli talaga ang pagsisisi.
Kasi naman bago gumawa ng decision, mag isip ng mabuti. Tama ba to? May mga instances kasi na mahirap talaga e. Lalo na pag napakahalaga. Minsan ansarap pumili na lang ng basta basta tapos tsaka ka na magsisi pagkatapos. Paano kung hindi ako tumanggi sa mga alok nila dati siguro.. AAAH! Isa pa ulit yang SIGURO na yan. Andaming pagsisisi. Andaming sana, andaming what ifs. Dapat di na yan iniisip e. Dapat gora lang ng gora. Di titigil ang life kapag tumigil ka. Ikot lang ng ikot yan, mapagiiwanan ka. Wala ng lugar ang pagsisisi. Tapos na yun e. Bulok na yun. Sasakit lang puso mo, ang kalamnan mo, ang katawan mo ang buong pagkatao mo kakaisip at sa frustration. Mahirap oo pero kaya yan. Tiwala lang.

"Kaya yan! Kaya yan! Kaya yan!"

Funny.

I'm okay now. I am so angry a while ago.. REALLY ANGRY. I know why but it's hard to explain. Sometimes nodding and saying "okay lang naman ako e" is easy than explaining further. Right? Especially when they won't understand and just judge you. My head aches, maybe because i've been trying to hide my feelings for a long time. I don't wanna cry, that will do no good. I wanna go out and go somewhere else but where? Reading novels would help, i think. Escaping from reality and creating your own world sounds good. Should do it now, you think? Who am i even talking to here?

-I sound  so emo above HAHAHA funny. Whatever, i'll just escape from this reality now. CHING!

Nagiinarteng post.

THis contains grammatical errors and i don'care.

How will I start.. HEY BLOG! (That sounds too old-ish.)

Hey blog that  i don't know how to start with. I am bored. As you can see I am staring into the wilderness of this laptop and is fascinated on words that i am typing. And i promise that whatever nonsense thing I write in this post will not be a hindrance to publish this thing that i am writing now because! it will serve as a memory of my boredomness..

So, I played badminton a while ago but my brother stopped to play with his friends. My dad went to the clubhouse to watch basketball and my brother and Ate Mhy went out to i don't know, they always do that. So here I am, all alone. I am thinking SERIOUSLY about my life right now and i'm trying to realize the right thing to do, my dreams and what i really really really want..

INtroduction.. (let's start with this. OKAY)

My name is Tatjana Meghann C. Canaleja. I am 16 years old, I love number 9 (not because it's my birthday) and I also love December (again, not because it's my birthmonth) I am the eldest among my 2 siblings. I carry all the problems, aside of course from my parents. I am the eldest so I understand things more than my other two childish brothers. I am also the only girl and i am happy with it. Because i don't really like girly stuffs. I am not girly. I'm a little boyish. But I am not too boyish. Sometimes I wonder what will I look like if I became one  of the girls in my generation. You know, where fashion is a must.

Cause you see, everywhere i go, i tend to see that SAME kind of dress or fashion and I don't like it. They all look the same! No úniqueness. But it's still okay, you kow. I don't bother, I don't care I just giving my opinion that if ever I got the chance to dress the way I wanted to, i would not look up to them. But if they want it, it's okay. I would not judge them just because they dress that way. I don't want judging people because i don;t want them judging me too. Sometimes i feel jealous, because i can't do what i want to do. i can't dress the way i want too (but i am not insecure to those things i said above). We're not rich. And everytime I have money, I always end giving it to my mom or buy gifts to my brother or buy things that I NEED, not what I want. Whenever I go out with my friends, they dress beautifully while I dress the same thing over and over again. I am not blaming my parents because i know they want the best for us and i am not blaming anyone i just want to LET THIS ALL OUT.

Okay, that's loooong. Another thing, 3 weeks and i'll be in college in Far Eastern University as a MedTech student. I never had FEU in one my choices really. I don't know why I ended up there but it's okay. And I will be living in a dormitory. I'm gonna meet new friends, new classmates and new environment. I don't know what to do on the first day... maybe i'll just. whatever... i don't want to plan about the first day i just want to let it flow naturally.

AND MY DREAMS. Do I really wanna be a doctor? Yes i want. Because right now, that's the only course, job and thing that i want to do. Engineer? not really...

THIS IS WHAT I REALLY WANT: To serve the children. to maybe umm.. built a house for them, for ALL the street children so they wouldn't have to sleep on the streets and to save them from the bad people that force them to work. I want to be a voluntary doctor. My mom said that she wants me to be a doctor because that's a realllly reallly dedicating job and it can give you a lot of money. But i don't want money, I wanna help. Of course money is a need, an essential. I would be lying if I said i don't want money ( I just said it right?) But what i mean, is that I don't need to be a very rich doctor. I wanna be a doctor for the poor. For the people who doesn't have money to pay for. BUT HOW CAN I HELP WITHOUT MONEY RIGHT? GOVERNMENT? I DOUBT IT. THAT'S NOT ENOUGH.. It's so confusing. Sigh, God knows the answer..

My youngest brother and Ate Mhy is finally here and i don't want them to read what i wrote so goodbye for now..

I have a lot of thoughts but i'll just keep them hanging for now..

*Nagpakulot na nga pala ko, last last week..
*Ang drama ng mga palabas sa tv.. tss..

CELEBRITY CRUSHES.

John O'Callaghan

Josh Farro

Shirota Yuu

Alex Pettyfer

Garret Hedlund

Ian Somerhalder

Chace Crawford

SCRABBLE. Ang laro ng mga bored.

Tulad ko. Tulad namin. Ngayong summer, walang araw na hindi kami naglaro ng SCRABBLE. Umaga, hapon, at minsan gabi pa, scrabble lang. Kabisado ko na kung ilang letters, value at ang mga techniques. Nafifeel ko nga na sa susunod na mga laban ko outside this house, ang laki ng lamang ko e. Ang yabang ko no! Kakainin ko din yang mga sinabi ko.  =)))

Ngayong araw ang pinaka walang kwentang araw ng summer na to. NAKAKATAMAD, MAINIT. Ewaan.. nakakatamad kasi hindi ako gumagalaw. Walang kwenta tong post na to kaya titigilan ko na at maghahanap na lang ng something worth it. Sayang ang oras. Time is gold, sabi nga..

Ang may ari ng blog na ito..

Hindi ako naniniwalang mataba ako, chubby lang. :)

TARAY. 

With my no. 1 mom. <3

Feeling drummer. W/ my brother.

Mga kulang kulang kong brothers. Hahaha.

Bunso. <3 <3 <3

Prof. pic sa fb. Hmmm. Hahaha

Sabi ko dapat same expression kami. =))

Most of my pictures may kasama. Meron akong mga solo, kaso prom yun, AYAW. 

Wala namang pumipilit diba.. Hahahaha

PEYBORITS...uso to diba.

Favorite food. Hindi pwede, masyadong madami.
Favorite color. Lahat pano yun?
Favorite music/bands/singer. Paulit-ulit. Kasawa ang dami pa.
Favorite tv show. Depende e.
Favorite gawin.. umm.. sige, maaari.

Pero gawin nating, mga gustong gawin. Wag ng peryborits, di na pala uso sakin yun.

          MGA GUSTONG GAWIN O PLANO SA BUHAY. Sige, samahan niyo kong magplano..


*Sat totoo lang, hindi ako planadong tao, ayoko nga ng nagpapalano e. Maganda kasi pag "unexpected/come what may". Pero ito lang naman ang mga gusto kong ma-accomplish sa buhay.*

• Magkaron ng M.D sa unahan ng pangalan, maging doktor o surgeon. HEYEP DIBA? Kaya nga medtech ang kinuha ko e, sana makapagproceed.
• Magvolunteer sa mga outreach program na ako'y isa ng doktor. Sabi ni mama, hindi ko naman hangad ang pera e, kung yan ang gusto mo, kahit pinag-aral kita at hindi ka yumaman kagaya ng sana na gusto namin, e okay lang, kung yan ang gusto mo. Ang makita kang nakakatulong sa kapwa ay sapat na samin.   --drama ni Mudra no. eniweys..
• Magkaroon ng outreach programs/ mag donate/ magtayo ng donasyon/ tumulong.
• Kumanta sana, tumugtog sana.
• Ma-travel ang buong pamilya sa kung san-san. Ang daming gustong puntahan at gawin nina Mama at Papa. Sila na bahala sa portion na to
• Magtravel sa kung sansan. Para sakin naman to.. ayan. Ilocos, Cebu, Tawi-tawi (ewan ko kung bakit dyan), Paris, London, New York... wooosh.
• MAGKAROON NG BEDROOM NA GUSTO KO ANG DESIGN NG KWARTO!! Ito talaga. HOOOO.
• Damit ang shoes. Material things na to.. Understood niyo na.

Yon o, ang dami pa. Yan lang ang nasa isip ko ngayon..

Totoo to, gusto kong tumulong. Kasi kaya nga tayo binibigyan ng sobra e, para sa iba. Kaya tayo binibigyan para i-share.


Imagine na lang kung lahat tayo sa mundong to ay nagtutulungan.. sarap sa feeling!! =)))

Eto na, PAGBABAGO.

So nagbago pala ang blogger kaya nalilito ako. Ohwell, change is the only thing in this world that is constant. (Ayon nga sa quote ng somebody..)

Katulad ng blogger, nagbago na din ako. Binura ko lahat ng posts ko at nagsimula ulet. BAGONG BUHAY, ika nga.. Magco-college na rin kasi ako. FEU nga pala ata ako. Hinihintay ko pa kasi ang result ng recon sa UP MANILA, e kaso pa-special sila. Sa end pa daw ng may lalabas, sa bagay, special naman kasi talaga. Feu na lang, at least scholar ng kalahati.

COLLEGE. Ang dami ng nagkwento, nagsermon at nanakot sakin tungkol dyan. Feeling ko nga alam ko na sa dami ng sinasabi nila. Sa totoo lang, natatakot akong manibago. Ang hirap kasi ng simula e. Sa simula, wala ka pang kilala, iba ang schedule, iba ang subject, iba ang kaibigan, iba ang guro, iba ang classmates at iba ang school. IBA talaga. Bago nga..  Tapos dito, mas mature na ang isip. Hindi pwedeng pa easy easy. (Siguro depende sa course mo no..?)

H-a-s-s-l-e.